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اللَّهُمَّ رَبَّ النَّاسِ أَذْهِبِ الْبَأْسَ وَاشْفِه وأَنْتَ الشَّافِي لاَ شِفَآءَ إِلاَّ شِفَاؤُكَ شِفَاءً لاَ يُغَادِرُ سَقَمًا

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“Ya Allah, Rabb manusia, hilangkanlah kesusahan dan berilah dia kesembuhan, Engkau Zat Yang Maha Menyembuhkan. Tidak ada kesembuhan kecuali kesembuhan dari-Mu, kesembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan penyakit lain”

(HR Bukhari 535 dan Muslim 2191)

It is heart breaking to see you suffer like this. But, we will never stop praying for your health mok long. This is the test and a reminder from Allah to us all; to never stop trying, to always pray, and to always have faith that Allah will help us all. 

Dusty Dusty Table

This dusty blog need some spring cleaning.

For the past three months, I had one crazy journey through life.

I finally completed my research and will be attending my convocation ceremony middle of this year.

My best friend from college were married to her college-mate.
Congratulations Akmal & Yani!! 

and my husband and I get this wonderful wonderful news that we will be parents by end of August ^_^

Alhamdulillah, I am now 14 weeks pregnant.

My morning sickness was very bad (which does not occur in the morning, it happens all the time).

I lost my appetite and some weight due to that.

But now I feel much better and had stated to have my appetite back.

We were a bit anxious and scared because it happen so fast.

But now we are excited!

Welcome 2012

Assalamualaikum and Hello 2012. Welcome to my life. I pray to Allah that this year I'll be in a good health and prosperity all the way. I pray that Allah will protect my family and I from any catastrophe. I pray that Allah will granted all of my prayers in the future. Amin.

Will be writing again soon. My final presentation is just around the corner. I have good news to share. So, I'll be writing again soon. ^_^

New Blog

A lecturer once told me that if you wanted your work to be recognize by other people, you should start writing it bit by bit and get it published. It takes me a while to realize that there are ways for an individual like me to get the attention from the internet world to read my work.

Blogging is one of the effective and efficient medium that I could use to published my own work. Therefore, I have decided to create another blog that I will be writing about my field of interest such as Finance, Islamic Finance, Economics and etc, with hope that someone will read them and gain knowledge from what I will write.

This blog you ask? This one is too personal for such an exquisite piece of work. As the saying goes, never let personal matter mixed with your works. So, I'll be adding this up into my 2012 list along with another planned project by me and my husband. 

Yours Truly,

p/s: I'll be revealing my 2012 list soon. After I get my research done, which need to be submitted by 26 December. Hopes everything will goes well. Insya Allah. 

The Final Lap

Welcome December. Alhamdulillah, Allah still wants me to be better in life, so He still let me breath until another December comes. 

December will be a challenging month for me.

It's the final lap for me and my fellow MBA friends.

It is the most crucial time of the year.

We are now near to the end.

Final project for the semester, final exams and Research is on the line.

It will be tough but knowing all of you for the past year I know some how, we will make it through.

Dear MBA friends,

Remember what we have gone through,

Insya Allah,

We will make it through.

Let's make our love one proud of us.

Let's do this for our future.

Yours Truely,

p/s: I got to know that a friend pass away yesterday after years of struggling to survive. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh nya, dan tempatkan nya dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Al-Fatihah.

A Note to Honey

It was my first month in a new school.
I still feel like an alien in a new planet.
I walk around school during class hour.
Just to wonder around and look at the new place.
That was the time I saw you for the first time.

It was the beginning of a new class period and you were outside your class.
Just hanging out and laughing around with your friends.
Since that day, I keep on seeing you around.

Years later, on Friendship/Valentines day ( I can't remember).
I was called by a senior prefect.
She was your Kakak Angkat.
She asked me to deliver a lolipop to you.
That was how I got to know your name.
That was the first time we ever speak to each other.

We started to see each other often when I started to be the school prefect.
We started to become close.
You call me once a while.
We started to hangout together after school.
and than one day you pop out the question.

Photographed by Wan Nikman

After 8 years of being your girlfriend, you asked me to marry you and spend a life time together as husband and wife.
I had been dreaming for this day to come, and now I am all yours honey!

Photographed by Wan Nikman

I know that I wasn't the best girlfriend that you ever had but I will be the best wife you'll ever had!

I love you Honey.

From Your Wife,

25 years and counting

Happy Birthday to me!
I'm officially 25 years old.
Quarter of a decade.

Today, I'll be writing about me.
I was born 25 years ago in Sentul, Kuala Lumpur.
I was born and raised in Kuala Lumpur.
I am the first child to my ayah and mama.
I am the first grandchild to my tokwea and tok ayoh.
I am now officially a wife to a wonderful husband name Ahmad Shah Razin B. Shahril.

Sounds wonderful right? But actually no.
I learn about life the hardest way.
I was not the smartest in the family.
I was the one to get last place in class.
I was able to read and write at the age of 9 (lambat kn? I think I have dyslexia).
But in time, things turn out right when I score 1A 3Bs and 1C for my UPSR.
that was my biggest accomplishment because there is no Ds or Fs in my results (which I get all the time during my primary years).

I was the one who scored the worst SPM result in 2004, 3Bs 4Cs 1D and 1E.
and I was the first in the family to entered IPTS (why? with the result like mine, who bothered to accept me into their institutions, not worth it! hehehe).
and I did very well and earned myself a spot in UiTM for Bachelor of Business Administration (Finance), one of the toughest program available in UiTM (tell me about it!).
and now, I will be the first to earn my Master of Business Administration at the age of 25.
Not so bad for a dyslexic girl right?!
and I am thankful to Allah that He created me this way.
I really do learn a lot and I am proud of what I have become now.