When I was Young

When I was young, as in primary school, the only friend that I have was a boy that live just upstairs where I live. He was my childhood playmate, schoolmate and best friend. Even though he is a boy but that doesn’t stop our friendship. At school, I have no friends, I was a bullied victim. I still remember, every day a girl (which is 2 years older than me) will come and take away all the money that mama gave me to bring to school (which is 60 sen at that time, I could buy a lot of food and snacks).

Every day during the break hour, I will go to the canteen feeling so hungry that my stomach was grumbling so hard until the person standing next to me could hear them. All I was able to do is watch them buy and eat their food. I was so hungry. I lost my focus in class, that i end up knowing nothing, I could not read, count or spell like everybody at my age does. Plus, my class teacher was reported to be mentally ill during my first year at primary school. Sad isn’t it? but that’s was part of my childhood life..

"I am Me!"

School days is what I miss the most. WHY? Because you got to go to school, meet your friends, learn all our favourite subjects, get involved in sports and events, be part of a club or society, and other fun stuff. I guess back then I never think much about what the future awaits for me.

The best thing about school is friendship and hardship. School is the place where we learn about friendship and what true friends looks like. It's so hard to have a person that really2 understands you and just accept who you really are, but I am so bless because I have this wonderful and fund people to call my Friend.

School is also the place where we learn about hardship. Struggle to be in line with those who are so genius in studies, to win the first place in any competition for the school and most importantly, just to be accepted by others. All that were accomplished through hardship.

But now, we still face the same situation as what we face in school but its a bit more different and more grown up. Just like the song from Bowling for soup - High School Never Ends.

What do you think?

Qoutes of The Day

It takes twenty years to built a reputation and five minutes to lose it. If you think about that, you will do things differently.

- Warren Buffett, the father of investment

It is true, you could never earn a reputation overnight but you could definitely destroy it within seconds. It could takes years and years of hard works to earn it by putting a 100% effort in what ever you do, just to achieve a dream. Maintaining is the important key, keep away from things that you know is wrong, because once you get caught, you need to pay higher than you could afford. It's a reminder for all of us, including myself.

'Diet'

one thing that i hate when i stay home is that i'll eat my heart out..huhuhuu..why? because my mama is an excellent cooks, all her meals taste sooooooo gooooooood!!..huhuhu..and at one time i could gain like 2 or 3 kilos in just 2 weeks..people are busy losing weight while i'm busy with gaining my weight..sad things but its true..i can't stop myself from eating..hahahha..eating is my new hobby! my boyfriend also facing the same problem, and that is why he is soooooo cute now (jgn marah syg)..hehehe..no matter how u look and what your weight is, i still love u laaa!but today OPRAH had open my eye (thank you oprah!)

i watch the oprah show today and its doctor's oz day! heheh, they discussed about how to live a longer life. they key is by controlling your diet! when i say diet not necessarily you need to starve to death to get that perfect body you want..all you need is the eat healthy!

on the show, there's this guy that had live for 125 years old! can you believe that!!! the best part is he could jog for an hour and do 50 push ups non-stop! (even i couldn't do that!) my jaw was wide open when i saw him actually do those push ups...he is so healthy that he does not look like he's 125 years old!!!! he still could think clearly and even better he never catch a cold or fever for the past 20 years..he's perfectly healthy people! he's secret is eat more vegetables, fruits and grains..i wonder if malaysian could do that..you know living our daily life without any single drop of fat..huhuhuhu...

and what i get from that show today is that you need fruits and vegetables to provide all the good things that our body needs..grains are one of the energy source that our body need...and exercise is so important because it helps your blood to circulate properly and to burn up all those fats that we had consume..i sounds like a pro but i'm not, just something that i would like to share with everyone..

i hope that i could change my diet and exercise more, because i want to live a healthy life and be able to do activities that other normal people do..till next time..

'Work'

it's almost two weeks i sat at home doing nothing but chores...huhuhu..its fun though..now i know what housewifes do at home..like mama her schelude is very tight..woke up at 6am, do the laundry, and solat and wake my brother up to go to school..than send my brother to school, after that she when for a jog at tasik shah alam (near kedai kopi)..than she went to the market to buy some vegy and fish to cook for the day..than she went back home clean her self up and went mengaji..thank at noon she'll have her rest until 2pm, than get ready to go to the mosque for her classes..than after that she'll pick my brother up from school, than as soon as she reach home, solat and cooks diner for us..after maghrib, she'll teaches my neighbour's children mengaji..after solat isya' she'll wacth some tv and than sleep..

hectic kn? huhuhu..since i'm home for a while now..i've been helping her a bit around the house..cleaning up the toilets, cleaning up the family hall,and etc..hehhe..i'm not a big helper at home, i'm the lazy one in the family..hehhe..for now, i just resting at home and at the same time helping my boyfriend with his work..he is trying to set up his own business, since i've diploma and degree in business administration, he ask for my help in certain area..it fun helping him doing things that i now i could do..huhuhuu..

my goal now is to search for a job that is suitable for me because my father will be retiring soon and he's the sole income of the family..need to help him to pay the bills at least..so job seeker I"M HERE..hire me to be your employee (ade ke patut panggil mcm ni je..igt dorg dgr ke)..huhuu..

enough for today..maybe i'll write again tomorrow..

'ermm...'

Salam everyone. sorry for not updating my blog lately, i need to focus on my thesis. since i only have 2 more days to make some adjustment on my thesis before i submit it for good!

so let me share with you what i've been doing lately. i completed my industrial training last 2 weeks and it was a life time experience. thank you so much for the farewell party. i learn a lot during my practical period - office politic, work, people's behaviour, customer services, phone attiques, business proposals, and many more. one thing that i regreat was i could not fully apply what i've learn at campus during the whole practical period. on the business and administration part Yes i did, but on the finance part maybe 1% out of 100%..huhuhuu

enough about the practical thing, more on to family now. happy news, i have a new cousin! hehhee..friends meet Khalif Amzar, cousin no 24 (he's from my father's side).. cute ha?! hehhehe

okay next, friends:

• aisya & danial: congratulation! you'll be parents in nine months..huhuhu
• leny, aqila, ewang, dila, jay, sofia, kak yani, amira, syahiran, and shieda: congratulation on your convocation! i wish you all the best in what ever you are planning for you future!
• to my friends that will be getting married soon: congratulation! start off with white canvas and color it with new colorful experience..
• my classmate: those who had been offered a job at your practical place, Congratulation! jgn ponteng2 keje mcm ponteng class dulu ok..hehehe ^__^

I'M HAPPY FOR ALL OF YOU!

on sunday, 18th october, one of my friend's mother pass away, she just recover from her health problem but Allah loves her more. i hope that he is strong for his small siblings..

as for me, i'm doing great. need to make a little bit more adjustment on my thesis and i'm done with study. i had started to search for potential job. i know with the current market condition, its hard for me and my friends to seek for jobs. i will grab whatever opportunity that lies in front of me and hope that i'll reach my target soon..