What am I to do with myself.

My husband constantly asking me about what do I want to be, and my silence will always be the answer.

I once, have made up my mind that I wanted to enter the hectic corporate world and after gathering a handful of experience I would love to become a lecturer. 

I am still holding onto that ambition. 

However, with my current employment status, my ambition seems to be further away from my reach. 

As at today, I have undergo 2 face to face interviews, 2 online assessments and 1 face to face assessment.

My latest assessment with a logistic company seems very promising and I am putting up a high expectation to be short listed for an interview session. 

I'm praying that Allah will granted my prayer and hopefully I will be employed by October.

Source

Finding yourself a job is a challenge nowadays. Maybe because I've been staying home for too long, or maybe I'm not good enough. If only it is as easy as what Dr. Seuss says. 

Staying

Dear all,
It has been wonderful journey here.
I've written my ups and downs, my highest and lowest point in life.
You all have been great for reading my not so important scribbles.
Please forgive me for being silence for far too long.
My little one has occupied all of my time.
I will try my best to find time to write again.
This will not be my last entry, and I will not stop writing, and please, don't stop reading.

Regards,


p/s: I have another blog. Do check them out here.

The Blog By Nisamir

2013

2013 is here, and I will be 27 soon. It’s just another number, and another year to survive. Lets carry on with life. Never forget God, He is the one that make everything happens. Everything has its own meaning, and it is up to us to interpret them.

New Year Resolution? Everyone has one, but I don’t think it is necessary. All you need is to drive your self towards your goal and you will be the happiest man alive.

Lets start our engine and drive towards another end. Hoping for the best and strive for a better future.

My Little Hero

Ahmad Shah Jidaad B. Ahmad Shah Razin

Born on 13 August 2012

Weight 2.87kg

He was born on 37 weeks and 2 days

Both husband and I couldn't be more happier

36 Weeks

36 weeks and 4 weeks to go before I deliver a human being into the world. According to my doctor, I had gain only 8kg and the baby is weight 2.24kg. Yes, I know I gain so little weight and my baby is pretty small. I am a bit worry about that and hopefully everything will be ok. I've started to feel like having period cramps but not that often. Sometime I have like 2 or 3 times a day sometimes I don't have it at all. Alhamdulillah,even the baby is pretty small, but the baby is in a healthy growth progress.

Eid is just two weeks away and I am felling nervous every day. What to expect, this is my first child. I am scared, because this is the most important event of my life, having a baby. It is not easy. So many things happen at one time. But I know that Allah have great plans for my family and I. Insya Allah, everything will be fine.

p/s: congratulations on your first semester results hubby! You have done wonderfully. I am so proud of you!

Ramadhan 1433

Few more hours before Ramadhan appears.
This will be my First Ramadhan as a wife and a pregnant lady.
Can't believe that I'm actually addressing myself as a lady.
I may look like a lady but there is still a child in me.

Well, this Ramadhan will be different.
I pray that this Ramadhan will bring barakah to my family and I.
I pray that this Ramadhan will make me stronger as I am carrying a child.
I pray that Allah will give me strength to fast the whole month.

To all my fellow friends, Salam Ramadhan 1433, may this Ramadhan bring all of you barakah.
May we all get the benefit from this Ramadhan, Insya Allah.