Staying

Dear all,
It has been wonderful journey here.
I've written my ups and downs, my highest and lowest point in life.
You all have been great for reading my not so important scribbles.
Please forgive me for being silence for far too long.
My little one has occupied all of my time.
I will try my best to find time to write again.
This will not be my last entry, and I will not stop writing, and please, don't stop reading.

Regards,


p/s: I have another blog. Do check them out here.

The Blog By Nisamir

My Little Hero

Ahmad Shah Jidaad B. Ahmad Shah Razin

Born on 13 August 2012

Weight 2.87kg

He was born on 37 weeks and 2 days

Both husband and I couldn't be more happier

Dear Honey

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY LOVE

12 JULY 2012

May Allah granted all of your prayers.

May Allah bless you with good health and prosperity.

May our lives together be bless by Allah until Jannah.

May Allah bless us with lots of babies (soleh and solehah).

I could not give you expensive gift.

All that I could afford is to give you love and support.

I love you honey!

Yours Truly,

.........

اللَّهُمَّ رَبَّ النَّاسِ أَذْهِبِ الْبَأْسَ وَاشْفِه وأَنْتَ الشَّافِي لاَ شِفَآءَ إِلاَّ شِفَاؤُكَ شِفَاءً لاَ يُغَادِرُ سَقَمًا

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“Ya Allah, Rabb manusia, hilangkanlah kesusahan dan berilah dia kesembuhan, Engkau Zat Yang Maha Menyembuhkan. Tidak ada kesembuhan kecuali kesembuhan dari-Mu, kesembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan penyakit lain”

(HR Bukhari 535 dan Muslim 2191)

It is heart breaking to see you suffer like this. But, we will never stop praying for your health mok long. This is the test and a reminder from Allah to us all; to never stop trying, to always pray, and to always have faith that Allah will help us all. 

Dusty Dusty Table

This dusty blog need some spring cleaning.

For the past three months, I had one crazy journey through life.

I finally completed my research and will be attending my convocation ceremony middle of this year.

My best friend from college were married to her college-mate.
Congratulations Akmal & Yani!! 

and my husband and I get this wonderful wonderful news that we will be parents by end of August ^_^

Alhamdulillah, I am now 14 weeks pregnant.

My morning sickness was very bad (which does not occur in the morning, it happens all the time).

I lost my appetite and some weight due to that.

But now I feel much better and had stated to have my appetite back.

We were a bit anxious and scared because it happen so fast.

But now we are excited!

Welcome 2012

Assalamualaikum and Hello 2012. Welcome to my life. I pray to Allah that this year I'll be in a good health and prosperity all the way. I pray that Allah will protect my family and I from any catastrophe. I pray that Allah will granted all of my prayers in the future. Amin.

Will be writing again soon. My final presentation is just around the corner. I have good news to share. So, I'll be writing again soon. ^_^

The Final Lap

Welcome December. Alhamdulillah, Allah still wants me to be better in life, so He still let me breath until another December comes. 

December will be a challenging month for me.

It's the final lap for me and my fellow MBA friends.

It is the most crucial time of the year.

We are now near to the end.

Final project for the semester, final exams and Research is on the line.

It will be tough but knowing all of you for the past year I know some how, we will make it through.

Dear MBA friends,

Remember what we have gone through,

Insya Allah,

We will make it through.

Let's make our love one proud of us.

Let's do this for our future.

Yours Truely,

p/s: I got to know that a friend pass away yesterday after years of struggling to survive. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh nya, dan tempatkan nya dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Al-Fatihah.

A Note to Honey

It was my first month in a new school.
I still feel like an alien in a new planet.
I walk around school during class hour.
Just to wonder around and look at the new place.
That was the time I saw you for the first time.

It was the beginning of a new class period and you were outside your class.
Just hanging out and laughing around with your friends.
Since that day, I keep on seeing you around.

Years later, on Friendship/Valentines day ( I can't remember).
I was called by a senior prefect.
She was your Kakak Angkat.
She asked me to deliver a lolipop to you.
That was how I got to know your name.
That was the first time we ever speak to each other.

We started to see each other often when I started to be the school prefect.
We started to become close.
You call me once a while.
We started to hangout together after school.
and than one day you pop out the question.

Photographed by Wan Nikman

After 8 years of being your girlfriend, you asked me to marry you and spend a life time together as husband and wife.
I had been dreaming for this day to come, and now I am all yours honey!

Photographed by Wan Nikman

I know that I wasn't the best girlfriend that you ever had but I will be the best wife you'll ever had!

I love you Honey.

From Your Wife,

25 years and counting

Happy Birthday to me!
I'm officially 25 years old.
Quarter of a decade.

Today, I'll be writing about me.
I was born 25 years ago in Sentul, Kuala Lumpur.
I was born and raised in Kuala Lumpur.
I am the first child to my ayah and mama.
I am the first grandchild to my tokwea and tok ayoh.
I am now officially a wife to a wonderful husband name Ahmad Shah Razin B. Shahril.

Sounds wonderful right? But actually no.
I learn about life the hardest way.
I was not the smartest in the family.
I was the one to get last place in class.
I was able to read and write at the age of 9 (lambat kn? I think I have dyslexia).
But in time, things turn out right when I score 1A 3Bs and 1C for my UPSR.
that was my biggest accomplishment because there is no Ds or Fs in my results (which I get all the time during my primary years).

I was the one who scored the worst SPM result in 2004, 3Bs 4Cs 1D and 1E.
and I was the first in the family to entered IPTS (why? with the result like mine, who bothered to accept me into their institutions, not worth it! hehehe).
and I did very well and earned myself a spot in UiTM for Bachelor of Business Administration (Finance), one of the toughest program available in UiTM (tell me about it!).
and now, I will be the first to earn my Master of Business Administration at the age of 25.
Not so bad for a dyslexic girl right?!
and I am thankful to Allah that He created me this way.
I really do learn a lot and I am proud of what I have become now.

In a Few Days

In a few days, I'll be ending my life as a single women. I can't believe I'll be writing this now. I still remember the first time I entered school. Everything was very alien like. The school was big and the pupils were much bigger than I am. Then, suddenly, I entered secondary school, where I had to face my teenagers life the hardest way. With just a blink of an eye, I entered college where freedom wasn't really what I wanted. Next, I furthered my studies to bachelor level and now I am few meters away from completing my Masters.

Life had just started for me, and now, I'll be entering a new chapter. Soon I'll become someone's wife ^_^

It is quite intimidating, exciting, nervous, scared and all sorts of feelings that existed in this universe. But, I am happy, much happier than I was back than. This wasn't a though decision to make. I know that Allah have planned great things for me. Insya Allah, everything will be fine.

My Engagement (Part 2)

Believe it or not it, I have been engage for almost 4 months.
The 4 months time had bring us closer and get to know each other better.
We spend time together and get to know each other's family.
We also did some shopping for our wedding and only few more items left to buy and we're done!

I love him, and i'm glad that we are one step closer to become a couple!
I'm done talking! Let's enjoy the pictures.

P/S: all photos was captured by Wan Nikman.

Regards,

Hmmmmmm...

Bulan puasa kali ini betul-betul mencabar aku.

Mula-mula handphone rosak, lepas tu laptop plak rosak.

Sekarang, bumper kereta plak tercabut.

Ayah aku tak tahu lg yang bumper kete aku tercabut.

Tunggu la die balik nanti, hmmmm...

Tak baik mengeluh macam ni. Nampak macam orang yang tak bersyukur.

Bukan tak bersyukur, cuma rasa rendah diri sangat bila dibandingkan dengan orang lain.

Confident dalam diri ni dah sangat rendah. Dah tak macam dulu.

Dah tu, pegi la beli yang baru je! Ape susah!

Memang tak susah, tapi rasanye semua tu masih boleh dipakai lagi.

Kalau beli yang baru, nanti tak terpakai plak, dah membazir jadinye.

Lagipun, duit tu sume banyak nak gune untuk bende lain yang lagi penting.

Kalau macam tu, tak payah la bising-bising macam ni!!

Aku cume perlukan tempat untuk luahkan ape yang aku rase.

Tunang ko kan ade, pegi la luahkan kat dia!

Bende-bende kecik macam ni, malu la nak cerita pada die.

Biar la aku sendiri yang tahu.

Regards,

Ramadhan 1432 Hijrah

This is the month that I've been waiting for.

The month of full blessing from Allah.

I love ramadhan.

It always give me this wonderful feeling.

As happy as I could be, sadness will always be present.

This will be our second year celebrating Ramadhan and Syawal without atuk.

I miss him. Every time he slip into my mind, tears will fall like rain.

I'm sorry atuk, I can't help myself.

Each time I think of him, I'll recite Al-Fatihah.

Insya Allah by doing so, he will be at peace.

This will be my last Ramadhan as a single women.

Yea, getting married this year.

I pray to Allah that everything will go as plan.

Insya Allah.

I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry for all my wrong doings.

I pray that this Ramadhan will bring us all Rahmat and Baraqah from Allah.

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa kepada semua.

Regards,