Highest Achievement

I'll be attending the 76th Convocation Ceremony this Saturday to receive my Master's Certificate.

This is my third time attending such event.

I have a mixed feeling about it.

It'll be a long day.

I finally have a Master Degree.

The highest achievement that I have achieved for the past 26 years of life.

Who would have thought, a student with no A in SPM could go this far.

I am proud of myself. Proud of the effort that I have put into completing my studies.

It was not an easy road.

I climb too many hills. Along the way, I stumbled a few times and almost gave up.

But I didn't. I kept on going until I reach the top.

All this will not be possible without the support of my family, especially my Husband.

Thank you all for your prayers.

Insya Allah, I will do my best in the future.

25 years and counting

Happy Birthday to me!
I'm officially 25 years old.
Quarter of a decade.

Today, I'll be writing about me.
I was born 25 years ago in Sentul, Kuala Lumpur.
I was born and raised in Kuala Lumpur.
I am the first child to my ayah and mama.
I am the first grandchild to my tokwea and tok ayoh.
I am now officially a wife to a wonderful husband name Ahmad Shah Razin B. Shahril.

Sounds wonderful right? But actually no.
I learn about life the hardest way.
I was not the smartest in the family.
I was the one to get last place in class.
I was able to read and write at the age of 9 (lambat kn? I think I have dyslexia).
But in time, things turn out right when I score 1A 3Bs and 1C for my UPSR.
that was my biggest accomplishment because there is no Ds or Fs in my results (which I get all the time during my primary years).

I was the one who scored the worst SPM result in 2004, 3Bs 4Cs 1D and 1E.
and I was the first in the family to entered IPTS (why? with the result like mine, who bothered to accept me into their institutions, not worth it! hehehe).
and I did very well and earned myself a spot in UiTM for Bachelor of Business Administration (Finance), one of the toughest program available in UiTM (tell me about it!).
and now, I will be the first to earn my Master of Business Administration at the age of 25.
Not so bad for a dyslexic girl right?!
and I am thankful to Allah that He created me this way.
I really do learn a lot and I am proud of what I have become now.

"Malaysia Hari Ini"

I wake up early today before the sun rise up in the sky. I turn on the TV and MHI is on air. Coincidently, the topic of discussion is somehow related to me and all of Malaysian Bloggers. From the show, I learn that Malaysia have the highest number of blogger compare to its neighbour country. Well, that does not surprise me at all, just look at our blogger comunity Nuffnang, there are so many blogger in Malaysia alone that serve nuffnang! (and I am one of them..hahaha)..

Ok, back to the main topic. So, they were discussing on the writtung pattern from back then until now. The conclusion is, we youngster is looking towards something that is fast and on the spot. We write out of pleasure, we write about our lives in the way that others might imagine us talking to them. However, the traditional writer writes about everything, in the most beautiful way (not straight forward tho). Write such as A. Samad Said, write poetry as the way to capture a picture about lives of others, current politics, love, passion, and harmony.

The poetic way of describing peace and harmony among people should be preserve, and one of the way is through songs lyrics. I love poetry and I am sure that there are still others out there have the same interest as I am, only that the main issue is whether we understand the content or not, it is up to the person itself to judge it. It is not a big mistake to write here in the blog. Maybe what they are trying to say is, we as a Malaysian should preserve our Malay Literature (oooww ok, look how's talking!!) hahahha... I know that most of my entry is in English, but next time when I write in Bahasa, I will make sure that I'll be using the correct grammar and sentences!

Dear Friends.

Dear Friends,

This would be the last time we bump into each other, but this would not be our last time with each other. Thank you for the memories that we had together, I will cherish them as long as I could remember.

Dear Friends,

I pray that one day, success will be ours. and when the time comes, I hope that you could remember this day, the day that we had made our loves one proud of us.

Dear Friends,

Congratulations on our convocation! Now lets grab the challenges and grow success with them!

"After A Month"

Salam & hello everyone. it has been a month since i wrote a single word in this blog. really2 miss doing so, but what can i do when i came back from work feeling tired and all i think about is getting myself a beautiful sleep.

i think that i haven't mention yet what makes me feel tired all the time.
it has been a month since i started my first day as an on the job training student (practical training) at Sime Darby Industrial Sdn Bhd (formerly known as Tractors Malaysia Sdn Bhd). i am under the supervision of Manager on the Human Resource Development Department, which conduct training for internal and external customer of the company.

You must be wondering why am i being put in the HRD department? under this HRD department, an academy called Sime Darby Industrial Academy is formed, to provide vocational courses for SPM students as well as working people who are interested. well, since i'm doing my practical training or industrial training or what ever name you call it, this department suits me well, because i am still in the learning process. at the HRD department they thought me on business skills that i need to have such as communication skills, and other soft skills. apart from that i also learned on how the company works and what type of training that they provide. As a student of Finance, i definitely cant run away from counting money and prepare the cash flow for the department.

i am trying to have fun while working because i cant handle stress as i do when i was in college. its totally different working with people and working with papers and books. you can feel the differences every time you come back from work. all you want to do is just sit back, relax and have all the time you need for your self without any disturbance.

but i could still manage it, because I always remind myself that i am doing this for my own good, for my future and the way i handle the situation now reflects on what the future will be (in other words i take it positively).

i would like to say congratulation to my sister syafiqah and my cousin abu, on their enrollment to UiTM, i wish you good luck and forget about home and have all the fun that you can only get as a university student!! well that's all for now people.